Soft Encounter & Me

Homosexuality is a taboo in many parts of the world - more so in the hyper-conservative (or pretending to be) country that India is. While homosexuality is renounced and prohibited by religious scriptures (I am not really sure if scriptures ban them, or if it was an interpretation by religious leaders), it is not really a rarity in the country. Social media (I do not want to name them) has plenty of content on homosexuality - especially the Man-to-man kind. 

I got into this long before social media got this prevalent in the country. The first exposure to a M2M sexual scene was long ago - perhaps in my teens. I saw that video on a dial-up internet connection - the video would buffer for half the time - but the scene was of a guy riding another guy. I was like - wow! This is so cool! As I grew up, I watched more of these and got more and more attracted to the guy-guy scene. I must admit, I was equally attracted to a guy-gal scene as well. 

I think it was in 2014 or so, that I explored dating applications - it happened very randomly. I was preparing for a first guy-guy experience. I had one as well - but that was completely a non-starter. I had written about this a while ago on this blog. I had left hunting for an experience after a bad experience. I returned to a guy hunting later with a new profile. I knew for clear about the precautions I must take - and I knew that I mustn't agree to be on the bed at the very first date. 

As I continued hunting for a match, I spoke to this gentleman - who was elder than I was, soft-spoken and wanted to have a meeting at a neutral place first. After a few rounds of planning, we decided to meet up at a Mall. I was feeling a little kinky and wondered if we could meet inside a restroom - but my date insisted we met in 'public'. We spoke to each other for a while at the mall, and moved to a restaurant. W spoke over a Masala Dosa - we spoke about our interests, feelings and what not. After speaking to each other for a while, we decided to meet up some other time when we had place. 

I think we got an opportunity to meet up a few months later. The first meeting was a relaxed one. Just feeling each other and trying to know about us. At no point was there a compulsion of having a penetration, I was eager though, since my "seal" was still not broken! He took time to enjoy my body, suck me and slowly get me excited. I was a little hesitant to suck his tool - i hadn't sucked one until then. I felt a little awkward. I played with it, but did not suck it. Since I was eager to have a penetration, he did try - but I was too tight and nothing happened. We finally parted ways after spending some quality time together. We did meet again, but we've mostly kept it soft between us!